Archive for the 'saddness' Category
Sunday, February 17th, 2008

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A comment from Forrest of the Lonely Ice Floe
Why is it that the grass is greener on the other side?
Never assume anything based on appearances.
Don’t get too hyped up over this political season — the more things change the more they stay the same.
A little bit of Mario.
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Posted in BEAN, Blame Ralph Nader for this mess, The Freak Network, anger, ego, greed, grief, happiness, hate the world, hype, hypocricy, resentments, saddness, scary, shame, simplistic arguments, soap box, starfuckers, support, wristwatch | 3 Comments »
Wednesday, February 13th, 2008

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Today I discuss the family curse of alcoholism and suicide.
I do not want my son to face the family curse. I discuss.
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Posted in alcoholism, anger, cemeteries, grief, hate the world, priorities, recovery, resentments, saddness, scary, shame, soap box, support | No Comments »
Saturday, January 19th, 2008

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Special Thanks to Matthew and Andy.
my god sits in the back of the limousine
my god comes in a wrapper of cellophane
my god pouts on the cover of the magazine
my god’s a shallow little bitch trying to make the scene
I have arrived and this time you should believe the hype
I listened to everyone now I know that everyone was right
I’ll be there for you as long as it works for me
I play a game
it’s called insincerity
starfuckers
starfuckers
starfuckers, inc.
starfuckers
I am every fucking thing and just a little more
I sold my soul but don’t you dare call me a whore
and when I suck you off not a drop will go to waste
it’s really not so bad you know once you get past the taste, yeah
(asskisser)
starfuckers
starfuckers
starfuckers, inc.
starfuckers
all our pain
how did you think we’d get by without you?
you’re so vain
I bet you think this song is about you
don’t you?
don’t you?
don’t you?
don’t you?
now I belong I’m one of the chosen ones
now I belong I’m one of the beautiful ones
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Posted in BEAN, Blame Ralph Nader for this mess, Nine Inch Nails, The Freak Network, Trent Reznor, anger, ego, greed, grief, hate the world, hype, hypocricy, pity party, podcasts, public relations, resentments, saddness, shame, soap box, starfuckers, wristwatch | 3 Comments »
Saturday, December 29th, 2007

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Today I receive voice mails from Alissa L., Special Delivery Mark, and Forrest.
I am in a foul mood today and I discuss my struggle with panic attacks.
A baby update.
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Posted in BEAN, Trent Reznor, alcoholism, anger, grief, hate the world, pity party, priorities, recovery, resentments, saddness, support, wristwatch | 1 Comment »
Friday, December 7th, 2007

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Today I express my anger at the mass shooting in Nebraska.
Will we ever learn?
Happy Holidays!
Posted in Nine Inch Nails, The Freak Network, anger, ego, greed, grief, hate the world, hypocricy, recovery, resentments, saddness, scary, shame, support | No Comments »
Wednesday, December 5th, 2007

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Today I discuss Jim Jones and the People’s Temple.
Jones, who started as a preacher became more and more insane and paranoid — eventually leaving the United States with his followers and starting Jonestown.
Many people living in Jonestown felt trapped and held hostage. When Congressman Leo Ryan flew to Jonestown to investigate he was shot dead.
Jim Jones, in the height of paranoia, convinces hundreds of his followers to kill themselves on Kool-Aid laced with cyanide.
I play the recording of the final 25 minutes where Jim Jones convinces his flock that the time is now to kill themselves.
I think you will be shocked at how little emotion or protest there actually is.
Posted in AM radio, anger, cemeteries, ego, greed, grief, hate the world, history, hype, hypocricy, public relations, resentments, saddness, scary, shame, simplistic arguments, soap box | 2 Comments »
Saturday, December 1st, 2007

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Today I give a shout-out to Kiko from the Visitronix podcast.
Marina from I Love Lard podcast sends in an incredible audio comment.
I talk about the complications of families — you can not change a squirrel into a rabbit. . .
Eric Luper chimes in about commercialism and the holidays?
The biggest money whores of all? — the churches.
A shout out to Sin.
I love all of you.
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You are what makes the show work!
Posted in BEAN, Christiaan Huygens, Saturn, The Freak Network, Trent Reznor, anger, clergy sex abuse scandal, common courtesy, corporate media, greed, grief, happiness, hype, hypocricy, podcasts, positive mo-jo, priorities, public relations, resentments, saddness, shame, soap box, space, starfuckers, support, thank you | 3 Comments »
Sunday, November 25th, 2007

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Today I talk about how going home for Thanksgiving depressed me.
The pain of dysfunctional families.
I play a piece from my favorite poet, Charles Bukowski
Bean and I go to the Hayden Planetarium in Manhattan, and leave unhappy.
Cemeterycast coming soon!
Why aren’t I hearing from you?
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I love all of you!
Posted in BEAN, Christiaan Huygens, Passive-Aggressive, Saturn, The Freak Network, alcoholism, anger, cemeteries, grief, hate the world, historic graves, history, hype, hypocricy, pity party, podcasts, priorities, recovery, resentments, saddness, shame, soap box, space, supernatural, thank you, wristwatch | 2 Comments »
Saturday, November 3rd, 2007

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Today I talk about J.D. Salinger, Howard Hughes and how isolating yourself can lead to trouble.
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Don’t isolate! I would love to hear from you!
Posted in BEAN, Saturn, alcoholism, anger, ego, grief, history, public relations, recovery, saddness, scary, support, thank you, wristwatch | 1 Comment »
Saturday, October 13th, 2007

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Rebecca Nay speaks.
Bean and I go apple picking.
What mask are you hiding in? It may be hurting you.
Send me your freaky, scary audio mo-jo for the SATURNcast, HALLOcast.
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Posted in BEAN, Christiaan Huygens, Nine Inch Nails, Passive-Aggressive, The Freak Network, Trent Reznor, alcoholism, anger, cemeteries, ego, greed, grief, happiness, hate the world, healing, heartwarming, historic graves, hype, hypocricy, pity party, podcasts, positive mo-jo, priorities, recovery, resentments, saddness, scary, shame, soap box, supernatural, support, thank you, wristwatch | 3 Comments »